Jaba

So I went to the drs on Tuesday for a routine check-up and I have gained 21 pounds in a year! 21 pounds! My jaw nearly hit the floor. I knew I had gained some weight but when I heard 21 pounds come out of the doctors mouth I wanted to puke! I now officially weigh more than I ever have in my entire life. It's terrible I feel so fat even though I don't look it and just want to wake up one day and weigh 124 again! I'm almost disgusted by it. Now it's back to the gym back to no snacks, and NO junk food. It also means no more Chipotle. Well, maybe in moderation ;)